I am…lying. Yeah, no, they…they do not get along for quite awhile. I know they’re in character and all, truly, but…god do they hate each other, which means that I stand in a room crafting an argument one side at a time and let me tell you…that feels weird. Like, really, really, weird.
In other news, I made the mistake of going back to one of the earlier episodes in search of a sound effect and I can honestly say I had no idea how bad it would sound. It hurt me, so, thank you all for staying with me while I get my act together. I’m probably going to re-record all the old episodes eventually, but I’m still trying to improve and so…well, it’ll have to wait or else it’ll be a massive waste of time.
Especially episode 1
Oh my god, episode 1…
I’m actually super proud though having listened to it, because if I hadn’t tried at all to put this out, or if I’d been too afraid to start, that piece of cringe wouldn’t even exist and episode 11 sure as hell wouldn’t. And I wouldn’t have come as far as I have, which…to be frank is progress that I’m not even sure how to measure, but it’s something. I’m sure that one day I’ll listen to this episode and whisper in quiet horror
“What the hell was I thinking?”
But that day is not today, and there is only room for improvement. This is literally as positive as I ever get so…